sunlightsoul

I know you Let the moon shimmer against starstruck waves And I know you The way you held my skin But if I know you... Hold it like your own legendary coffin. I'm allowed to dream. That you fall like a stupid man. Salivating against stupider grains of sand. Drooling like a delirious boy. Put your life into me.

I sit numb. The way my throat did. And how it was relaxed Only to be gone with scissors and lace. Paste, like sticks of eternal wax. I breathe it in, I feel it crack. One day, we will return to the sickness in our brain. Open it up like a new bottle of champagne. And with a flourish, it will appear an opulent gold down our throats. I cannot speak The way my throat did. My heart delves And my mind gives away secrets. I cannot flow anymore My words--they do not connect Help. Oh, help me. Find me.

I took my seat. I remember that night, I took off my pretenses and laid them on the table. And I remember you took your seat. And all you saw were my liabilities. I'm sorry I was such a burden. I say it with a sneer. There is no sincerity behind my ache. And I refuse to feed you my tears.

i had to put out a Fire In my Heart. and damn. Those things Have endurance.

And was. I. Suppose to be impressed? That you *flicked my tea cup out of my hand. you whispered goodbye. While he sits in a throne. Licking the salt of my lips. I told him I was worth having Because he could never have me.

It's a flower haze That brings me back to autumn and you're just a phantom a ghost. That's about to miss everything. if I were still sleeping, I would pop open a new ice bulb. I just know you would have done the same.

I see the gallows instead of a cross on the mantle. As if, suddenly, I am transported to the hum of a string. I have always wondered, my entire life. How has she refrained? Dressed up to the dense pearls round that long neck. I have always considered, as far as I could remember. How did she stop herself? I have always been curious, to this very day. How has she kept still? I don't understand! How did she not eat a bullet at the end of each and every day? Did she not think of hollow tips shredding every cell and membrane? After she was done tending to their pancakes, didn't she visit those opulent ties? Or did she close her eyes? Quenchi

Are you there, silly goose? And I dig into the ropes that lay in a forgotten gloom. Are you there, silly goose? See, I can tie you up with my mind. But I can also undress you with my hands. Lay a kiss on our starry, little hearts. Yet, I still ponder. Are you there, silly goose? Because I wrote before and I wrote again. Letter after letter. Stamp after stamp. Leaving quaint lacerations on my tongue.   I still feel that last hug— I kinda liked the way it burned my skin. The way my blood was steaming. Clogging, dripping, seeping. For you. All for me? All for you. I remember coming home that night, too. The way I gave death a

I wish I could stay and watch you vomit up your old self in a last-ditch effort to please me. Nights like these... I'd rather burn incense compulsively. Precariously lighting up my feelings. Almost as frequently as you lying. It's falling off like peeling skin. Look at that, the stars tonight. This heightened, sophomoric déjà vu has weakened my head into another tizzy. I hope dragon's blood smoke can bring you down to earth again and one day you can rest in the ashes of a prior amity.

His betrayal was like ink in her bloodstream. I saw her across our white picket fence, as it always was. A warning, almost. She was friendly, but trespassers were never allowed. She let his voice subdue her mind and he ran over that white picket fence. I saw it happen. You know what he did? He couldn't have any witnesses. I ran for the door, to confront the miserable son of a bitch, that he couldn't get away with this. It wasn't until a smirk of reprisal formed on his lips. Then I knew. And he yelled, "I just did!" That's when I glanced over. And I, too, saw my trampled fence.